Resignation

I look at my life and want there to be some order. At the same time I abhor order and it ability to turn mundane. Out side the box is no where to live bit inside the box is no way to live. Cliche, trite, call this what you will but it can cause a person fits to be so conflicted by the two things he confides in. I will say, talking about my life forces me to examine it, and comprehend it in a way that it is easy for the cursory glance to ignore. I try to find a unifying theme in my life but fail because I make a conscious effort to reject being stereotyped. I realize this sounds like a person who can’t make up their mind about the direction they want to live their life, exactly because that is what it is. I want to be happy, but on both sides of the aisle I see too many examples of unhappiness or worse resignation. Interesting word that is because it could be used to define our country and not be far from the truth. More later.